What was I going to say???

I have all kinds of blog posts in my head, but honestly I’ve kept my fingers quiet because of the course my mind has been running lately. This blog wasn’t supposed to be a politically or religiously based, but here we are 2 posts in, and I’m not succeeding in keeping either topic out.

So what to do about this…

Just keep on blogging I guess… it’s not like I have a lot of views, and that doesn’t really mean anything. I mean, a view is not the same as someone actually reading what I’m saying. Oh well. I had a lot of BlogSpot followers. I have no idea what I’m doing on WordPress.

So, this post is being written to see what will happen. I’m going to create a lot of tags (that will be relevant to all of my posts because they will vary from day to day) to see what I get in views. Good luck to me? Then I’m starting my posting series called “In My Mind: A Song” Yep. I love music and consider it very therapeutic. It gets me through the worst moods.

I had a psychic reading a few months back, and he told me I have a lot in my mind that I don’t let people see. Though I’m a little skeptical of this type of thing, it’s nice to hear some reassurances that I’ll have a healthy year and the wife and I won’t be having issues (unless of course one of us does something stupid). Anyway, I do have a lot in my head, and it’s hard because I think this is what makes me so restless. I’ve gotta get it out. The constant activity at work doesn’t seem to be helping me relax at home. Maybe it’s because the wife and I own our own business, and I feel like I need to be working on something for that at all times in order to make it successful.

Actually what I need to do is live what is in my mind. I sit at my desk on my days off, painting, Facebooking, and Blogging. I don’t consider this productive and I find myself feeling resentful of what I consider lost time. The wife is watching her own marathon of House of Cards… I have no interest in that. At least not right now… because I’m restless!! Ugh! When you’re restless, everything bores the crap out of you.

A few warnings to my readers when I have readers… I tend to talk like a sailor when I’m not working (because I work with kids and must keep it clean), which means I will be writing the way I talk. Apologies are being offered now. My posts won’t always have choice words. It’s  a mood thing. I won’t debate with anyone, which is why I was attempting to stay away from politics and religion. I’m very stubborn and have worked hard to figure out who I am, and who I need to be in order to be successful/happy. The thing is, religion and politics will pop up because I’m very passionate about some things. I’m driven by it. Many of us are and I realize we will have varying points of view. That’s fine. Go blog about yours, and I’ll read it, but don’t try to debate with me about what I believe in, and my political activism.

I will be posting more tonight or tomorrow. Gotta go out and find some food. My life revolves around food. I eat Paleo most of the time. I’ve lost 15 pounds, and though Paleo didn’t rank high at all on the top “diet” list of 2014, I love it. Here’s the deal, Paleo is a lifestyle, not a diet. So if you are thinking of going Paleo to diet, just forget it. As soon as you start feeding your body grains, processed foods, preservatives, and refined sugars again, you will gain your weight back. People ask me if Paleo is difficult… it’s expensive but it isn’t difficult. Expensive because of all of the organic fruits, veggies, grass fed, humanely raised meats. You’ve got to plan ahead, and go out almost every other day to shop because fresh foods go bad quickly. Should you decide not to cook one evening, the veggies you had planned on using better be cooked anyway. Lunches are hard because I work with kids and they eat things like cookies, and popcorn. Yum! So it’s a lifestyle, and easy if you are 100% committed. I have gone off of the beaten path and added potatoes back in because they have nutrients that our bodies need as well.

So there you go… I will discuss food a lot here because I love it. My World will always be perfect when on a Cheeseburger.

Have a great night!

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40 something woman in the midst of a midlife crisis, living daily life with a smile on my face, love in my heart, and completely dripping sarcasm like melting cheese from a cheese-burger.

One thought on “What was I going to say???”

  1. Your statement, “I’m restless,” is how you sound; like your head is loaded with ideas, excitement, and thoughts; waiting to be fully processed.

    I’ve heard of Paleo but didn’t know anything about it. Now that you’ve talked about it, I’ll have to Google it.

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