Neuroticism 101: Urgent

“You’re not shy, you get around. You’re everywhere, don’t want your feet on the ground. You’re not warm, or sentimental. You’re so extreme, you can be so temperamental.”

Ahhhhh, the memories of once being this way! I was hot, in shape, and my motto was “Let’s just have some fun!” Am I proud of it? YES… dammit. Kind of. Yes I am.  At times. Obviously I was only able to truly indulge my vicarious ways when the kids went to visit their dad for a month each summer, but hey, I lived some parts of my life to the fullest, for a short time. Carefully lived some parts of my life. Gah!

I’m missing spontaneity, and the energy to indulge it.

It was kind of hard back then. Women, sheesh. They started out agreeing to have fun, but then they had to get all attached. Anyway, I’m getting my karma because now the song goes like this:

“Now I’m not looking for love tonight, I need to sleep, sleep through the night… oh I’m tired, tired, tired, tired…  so TIRED ”

I do still have the extreme and temperamental side going on, though. Hey, gotta keep things interesting!


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40 something woman in the midst of a midlife crisis, living daily life with a smile on my face, love in my heart, and completely dripping sarcasm like melting cheese from a cheese-burger.

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